hung up

I still like him. Shoot me but I do. Immensely. Absofuckinglutely stupid.

He was mean to me at one point. Said fuck no...left me at the airport, wanted things black and white.

But one word from him and I turn into putty.

I should have learned my lesson from my last relationship and countless other near-misses. I should know better than hope for the best from a guy who hurt me once. He was able to do it once, he's bound to do it again...and again..and again. Until I learn my lesson and walk away.

When he said hello, how are you, are they still slaving you over, it was like hearing i love you, will you have multi-cultural babies with me???

Ugh I'm so pathetic when crushing on somebody. Slap me now.