So it's finally sinking in

This is officially my last weekend single. We fly out for the Phils next weekend then getting married the next. The fact that I am getting married is just starting to sink in. As Jaja said, from partygirl to weddingring-wearing-stick-to-one-wife is quite a huge transition. Who would've thought that the one least likely to get married is actually doing it first?! I've mellowed out on the clubbing scene since I moved here and started my full time career in events. So the transition isn't that sudden anyways, but strapping on the ball and chain IS a major leap. Social life or without.

I've been incredibly restless for the past few weeks. Nerves, I guess. It's like I'm standing by the exit of a jampacked speeding train getting ready to jump off at the next stop. I take a look back inside and I know I would never want to go back there but I'm still afraid to let go. So I stick my head back inside the door every once in a while just to be reminded of what I'm leaving behind. It's not a difficult choice...freaking separation anxiety!

Just a few more days to go. Breathe, Evil c'mon stop tapping your foot!!!!!!!